Haz is "through with guys", and I'm tempted to follow her footsteps as well. Hell, I should just go skirt-chasing, right?

.....Okay, wait. I'm talking nonsense. Ignore that.

I'm just so glad I'm off to Pre U Seminar @ NUS next week. It's a delightful start to the June hols BREAK, a month I've been waiting for ever since I started schooling in JC. And right now, I need a break more than ever. Today was horrible; utterly, completely, totally, devastatingly horrible, I tell you. I FUCKING SCREWED UP MY GP PAPER 1 BLOCK TEST.

I don't curse much (and if I do, it's with censorship) in my blog and if you see me do, it means I am that upset over something. DDDDDDD:

Maybe it's because I haven't exactly written an expository essay under exam conditions before. Or maybe I just suck and narratives have been my forte for too long. There was this psychological barrier that clouded my judgement and thoughts during the test just now that I couldn't fucking write a decent piece of essay. I was panicking, my points were jumbled up, and I didn't even managed to fill up both sides of the foolscap paper.

I AM SO FUCKING SCREWED ;A;

Gah. Alright, I shall stop swearing from this point onwards. I was channelling Haz's spirit, I swear. XD

Is anyone interested in the comments my tutors wrote on my report slip for Semester 1? x3

Civics tutor: Sarah is a cheerful girl who wears a smile on her face all the time. She is always smartly attired without a hair out of place. She is respectful to teachers and friends.

GP tutor: Sarah is a capable writer. She communicates well and preesents her viewpoints articulately. She is motivated to do well. She has to continue to read diligently to build content knowledge.

Math tutor: Sarah is a pleasant and hardworking student. Continue to work hard and strive for better results.

Bio tutor: She works diligently and conscientiously to improve her work. An unassuming and sensible student.

Chem tutor: Sarah must consult the tutor to clarify her doubts. More effort is required from her in order to do well in the subject.

Econs tutor: Sarah is a bright girl and has the advantage of having taken Economics at O Level. She should continue to work on this advantage so that she will be able to do very well in the subject.

So basically, my Chem tutor doesn't have much nice things to say about me D: But I guess I don't blame him. I AM getting more fails than passes in Chem tests, unlike the other subjects. Heck, I only failed once or twice for each of the other subjects, 'cept for GP (but I'm gonna fail the Block Test for it ;A;)

So yeah. June's in, school's out. But crap. I have to do flag day tomorrow. *sulks*

P.S. I miss Haze. I miss Haz & Shang (and the other BPians too. There, happy? XDDD) as well, like always, but right now, after reading Haze's blog, I'm missing her the most now. u.u And though I want July to come quick 'cause that's when Haze returns, I don't want school to start again either x:

Ah well. I love Haze more than I hate school anyway (:

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