Geelyn motivated me to blog. She's such a motivator (if there is such a word) XD

Seeing as I'm doomed set for a life in JC, it means my holiday's gonna end next month, which reeeeeaaaaaally saddens me ;___; I'm already so used to NOT waking up at 5.30, and sleeping around 1-2am every day. And I probably need to go through Math, Bio and Chem before school starts, because I've forgotten nearly everything about them, I suppose.

That's such a depressing thought that I shan't speak about it. But I also face another dilemma, as I don't have a clue what I'm going to wear for CNY. Why do I sound like a bimbo just now? ._.

Anyway, my ever generous aunt has offered to get me something for passing my O levels. She does this for all her nieces and nephews, as she doesn't have kids of her own. I told her that I'd have to think about it, but right now I'm torn between a new Mp3 player and a ticket to Disney on Ice: Princess Wishes. Yes, I know that most people would egg me on the Mp3, but I LOVE Disney on Ice. I remember the first time I watched it with Liyana's family, and it was enchanting. (: That's the most perfect word there is to describe it.

Oh, and I want to rant. About what? Well, apparently it was too much to hope for that the Trilingual Digest would publish my essay perfectly this time. If you remember, I lamented how last year, they utterly mutilated my essay when they published it. I was so outraged that I tore out my essay from that issue. Well, this time, there was no page-tearing, but there was some dissatisfaction. You're going to think I'm over-reacting once I reveal what was wrong with the published essay, but hey, I'm such a drama queen.

They omitted a sentence from my essay.

There, I said it. And it was a very important sentence, mind you. That sentence was supposed to bring an impact to the reader; it tied the whole story together! O: And the TD team didn't see fit to print out one little sentence, I can't believe this. But well, I should be grateful they even published my essay, which I am. Though I can't help but be miffed, can't I? I treat my stories (well, most of them) like my children, nurtured lovingly from the depths of my imagination to be forever immortalised in paper & ink.

So, if any of you happen to be reading my essay entitled "Dreams" in the Trilingual Digest 2009, there should be a last sentence at the end: Just like that, their dreams went up in smoke.

♥ 11:53 pm

NEW BLOGKIN FOR THE NEW YEAR. (: I really like this skin; I think the girl has a very nice graceful extension on her arabesque.

Guess I'll be sticking with Blogger. For now XD

Well, yesterday was Judgement Day. All I can say is I GOT MY A1 IN ENGLISH HAH THAT'S WHAT MATTERS MOST TO ME. :DDDDD And after I was so worried about whether I screwed up my Paper 1. Guess those Cambridge people really did like my essays. ;D

I think the biggest shocker would have to be Combined Humanities. Man, the entire nation must've did badly in SS+Lit because I could still A2 after not completing my Lit unseen prose, and making the blunder of only explaining 2 factors out of 3 in one of my SEQs. Either that or my SBQ and my essay on F451 must've really rocked. I like to think that it was the latter. :3

AND OH MY GOD, HAZ & I HAVE TO KISS MR CHIAM'S FEET XDDD Scoring a B3 for E Maths? Sensational~! For me at least XD Hey, it might not be a distinction, but this coming from the girl who never got anything higher than B4 (or C5. can't remember which.) for EMaths for Sec 3 - 4 is something to smile about, eh? (:

I guess it was too much to hope for a distinction in Econs, especially with the tight competition coming from the small pool of candidates in Singapore. Still, it's a B ^^

Ah...the Sciences. I was pretty bummed not getting an A1 for Bio, but it's still a distinction, so I got over it pretty quickly. And I never expected an A for Chem, so a B3 is satisfactory too ^^v

And now.....us ex-Sec 4s stand at the Crossroad of Destiny~

As you all know (at least, my close friends would know XD) , Miss Sarah Lee would die to get into the Poly of her choice. But, damned it all, Miss Sarah Lee's dad UTTERLY DISAPPROVES of her doing so. So now I'm stuck looking through the JCs I'm eligible for. ;___;

The thing is, because I didn't pass my A Maths (not that I give a hoot about), I can't take H2 Maths. However, most of the subject combinations available for the Science stream require H2 Maths. I saw one which offered H1 Maths, but I didn't take Geog in Sec school so it's pointless. And since my ambition is related to the Sciences, I really want to take the Science stream, if a JC accepts me that is (GOD FORBID) .

Serangoon JC and Tampines JC provides the subject combos I'm most comfortable with, and Yishun JC provides "flexible" subject combos which "students are given the option to study subjects of their choice if they meet the subjects' prerequisites and if there are no scheduling constraints". Frankly, I don't give a damn which JC I'm being pushed to go to because it's not what I truly want.

Dreams die. Because the person who brought me up just stabbed it in the back.

♥ 10:43 am

Just so you know, I'm considering officially closing down this blog and switching over to my Livejournal. I don't know; still pondering over it.

♥ 10:28 pm