It's hard not to be envious of her when she's received not one, but two of the things I've been longing for. Still, I realised I've been childish and immature with all the silent moping and sulking that I've done over this, and so I decided to pull myself together and give my friend the support she deserves.

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...Haz is right. I AM "just sitting there and stabbing myself again and again" (those are nearly her exact words, if I recall correctly). u.u I guess what she means is that I am masochistic in a way, in which I 'suffer in silence' and don't do anything about it.

WAITWAITWAIT. This isn't helping me "get over" it at all. Topic change QUICK!

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Well, thank you Hazel for getting me selected to attend the Hwa Chong Humanities Seminar ((: It'll be held on Monday, 14 July. The BEST thing is that I get to leave school early, which equals to missing A Maths, HMT AND time practice XD Anyway, apparently it was informed to the Full Lit students, and thus me being an Elective Lit student, wouldn't have had known about if not for my "daddy" GOOD friend Haze :3 Seriously, sometimes I think Full Lit students get all the fun. u.u

About my other problem (which has nothing to do with the person who is living my dream, just so you know), Sis gave me one 'advice': Pain cancels out pain. Which means that I should bring grief to the one who gave ME grief; it's supposed to make me feel better. She got it from a Catherine Lim story, which is besides the point. Of course, not that I will take her great advice. u.u Sounds too evil, even for me.

♥ 9:21 pm