It must have been a sign, an omen. Why she got it instead of me. I mean, after what happened, I thought about it, and I realise that I don't want that dream fulfilled anymore. This must be Destiny's way of saying, "Your dream was given to someone else to protect you from further harm." And I get it now. I understand. So yeah, I've moved on from that. Offically.

But now I have to move on from something else. There's no anger, no resentment, no scorn... Just emptiness. Have you ever felt empty before? Now I am. I don't know what to think, how to react, what the proper words to say are.

The white teddy bear just mocks me in its silence. But it's like its saying, "I told you so. You should've seen it coming."

And I did foresee it.

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