It's nearly the end of the first week of school after the June hols, and well, it's not that bad. I'm particularly delighted at tomorrow's subjects: MT, Biology, CME & English! NICE subjects ;DDD

And on to the not so nice part. Do you know how it feels when something you want very very much just happened to be given to someone else? ;___; I've spent nearly a few months dreaming of it, eagerly hoping that I'd get it in the end, and then just today, I found that it was given to my friend.

Not that I blame her of course. It was certainly not her fault (though I do feel like murdering the person who decided to give it to her u.u). I'm going to slip into what I call my Mourning / Moping Period (which can last as short as a few days to as long as half a year), where I'm going to sulk and mope about this unfortunate turn of events. But of course, not to be a wet blanket, I definitely won't show such a sour face at school or vent my anguish over this to anyone; perhaps you'd even think that I was over it when you see me in school, but just know that this "loss" of mine is eating at my heart even as I type this. )):

Like I said, I'm not mad at my friend at all. It's not like she asked for this, and I didn't exactly ask the person for it instead. I was just hoping that the person would decide to give that to me, and that would be such a thrilling piece of news if it did happen.

But like many other things I either didn't get, or worse, lost, I'm going to mourn over this issue. D:

♥ 4:22 pm