No, I'm not playing truant. It's E-Learning Day. Heh.

I recall that around this time last year, I wrote a poem for no reason at all and one of my dear friends put in up in her blog. Note that I composed it last year, and it was about what was happening to me then. The last part of the poem was something that I felt might happen in the future, and turns out, it did happen. It's happening to me now. (And t's not a good thing.)

Remember when I said I was afraid of finding out something? Well, I'm pretty much sure I know what it is already. Though, I don't have any decisive evidence. But there are some things you just know by observing. Sometimes, one sees more than others give credit for.

I can't take all the credit for myself though. I confided in my good friend all the information that I have collected through my analysis and observations, and she concluded what I have already suspected. Her conclusion just reinforced what I felt was happening.

I know it already. All I want now is for the source itself to confirm with me.

I should be angry with what I know, but I'm not. I'm just sad.

♥ 9:44 am